Friday, July 11, 2008

My Dear Diary

Aku tengah mengemas bilik malam tadi. Tetiba aku ternampak satu buku yang dah lama aku x jumpa. Erm..'My Dear Diary'. Dulu aku bukanlah org yang suka tulis diary. Selalu skip. Tulis hanya bila ader sesuatu menggangu fikiran aku. Tetiba aku teruja nak membaca satu mukasurat tu. Tajuk yang aku tulis kat situ.. " Yang ketiga buatku". Fuh macam suspen jer. tapi sebenarnya mimpi ketiga yang menggangu idup dan ketenteraman aku.. heheheh. Tapi bila aku baca balik tulisan aku tu. tetiba aku macam seram sejuk plak. Aku boleh teringat balik mimpi tu. Mimpi yang dah 2 tahun dulu... Mimpi dia macam nie:-

Ada satu rombongan kawin. Tapi aku x tahu siapa yang kawin. Ramai sungguh org yang iring. Aku nampak kawan aku ngan suaminya pun sama iringi.. Orang x berhenti berjalan ke satu arah yang aku x tahu.. tapi mmg mengiringi satu rombongan pengantin.Lepas tu terus bersambung ngan paluan kompang. rebana. entah apa2 lagi. ramai sangat org. Byk sangat benda muzik yang dibawa. Lepas tu ader bas dan lori plak .semua nya ader org ... penuh and sarat. semuanya ikut sama ngan rombongan tu. maknanya rombongan tu berterusan x berhenti. lepas bas bas n lori jalan. ader plak rombongan belakang dia.. kumpulan org yang sedang pegang quran.. sambil jalan dan membaca ayat quran. Khusyuk sekali aku tengok kumpulan tu baca ayat quran sambil jalan. dan orang yang berjalan tu pakai kopiah putih n baju kaler ijau semuanya.

Tetiba aku rasa ader seorang lelaki yang memakai baju ijau memeluk pinggang aku dari belakang. Aku cuba menoleh. Tapi x nampak apa. Cuma ternampak sipi seorang lelaki berbaju ijau n berkopiah putih. Aku seperti x melawan dan membiarkan org tu peluk pinggang aku. Dan masa itu aku merasakan org yang memeluk aku tu seorang yang tinggi agamanya dari aku. Kemudian aku cuba tgk balik rombongan tadi. Lepas kelompok org yang baca quran tu. aku ternampak rombongan org yang sedang mengusung keranda. Byk sungguh keranda.. adalah dalam 7 or 8 .. Keranda tu di tutup ngan kain ijau. Masa dorang usung keranda tu...

Aku menyebut. "banyaknya keranda" .
Tapi org yang memeluk aku tu menjawab. "itu bukan keranda".

Aku terus memerhati rombongan itu.. Kemudian ada satu keranda lalu dekat ngan aku. Aku tercengang. Kenapa keranda nie ader ruang kosong bila dilihat dari bawah. Seperti sebuah songkok rupanya kalau nak digambarkan. Aku semakin pelik. Kemuadian tiba tiba ada satu keranda dari belakang seperti nak tumbang.. Aku menjadi cemas. Tapi x beralih dari kedudukan aku. Dan akhirnya keranda tu jatuh betoi2 didepan aku. Aku terkejut dan terus menutup mata.

Bila aku buka mata. Keranda yang jatuh tadi sudah menjadi kayu2 dan papan yang bertaburan di jalan.. x teratur dan x terurus. Tapi disekeliling kayu yang bersepah tu.. Aku melihat ramai perempuan memakai pakaian melayu disitu. Dan aku merasa hairan. Org yang memeluk aku tadi.. dah hilang. Dan aku keseorangan .. x mengenali sesiapa di sekeliling aku.

Itulah dia mimpi yang aku pikir pelik dan cukup mengganggu hidup aku beberapa hari ketika itu. Dah lama aku lupakan mimpi tu. Tapi bila baca balik catatan aku tu. Aku macam terperanjat. Seakan2 cerita tu ada kena mengena ngan hidup aku. Tapi cuma separuh jalan sahaja. Adakah mimpi ini sama seperti mimpi ku dahulu. Mimpi yang menunjukkan kebenaran. ??

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